Charity is away on business.

Charity is going on her second business trip. She is going to gone only tonight, but I hope to get a lot done. I have here a tentative schedule of things I am going to do:

Work: 8:00am to 5:00pm
Stare at the corner with a solitary look on my face: 5:30pm-7:30pm
Stare at my phone in anticipation 7:30pm-9:00pm
Play Solitaire 9:00pm-1:30am
Collapse from exhaustion and mental exertion 1:30am-5:00am
Look under the pillows and beside the bed for my wife 5:00am-7:30am
Work: 8:00am -4:00pm
Wander the streets of NY looking for a purpose to fill the void-4:00pm-10pm
Shave 10:00pm
Give Charity a big hug and kiss when I see her 10:00.01pm

As you can see, I hope to accomplish a lot over the next few days with my "personal time" Why does feeling productive not seem so appealing anymore?